January 31, 2004

  • Losing Time

    ©Stormy Stevens

    January 31, 2004

     

    She sits there alone
    there in the dark

     

    No light at all
    Not even a spark

     

    Her tears roll down
    leaving tracks on her face

     

    She's lost time again
    She doesn't know this place

     

    She wasn't here
    just a moment ago

     

    She was in her room
    learning to sew

     

    But nevertheless
    here she is

     

    Here in the dark
    looking like this

     

    She sits in the dark
    alone and afraid

     

    But it's okay
    she's beginning to fade

Comments (5)

  • i'm not sure if i fit in with the disassociative identity disorder but i do suffer from chemical disorders, i like ur site :goodjob:

  • Oh Hun!! I missed you!!! Thank you so much for those posts!!!!!  I do have a question.... How did it all start? I mean isn't there something in the background that trigures it?  :fun:  I'll see you later! Hope to see more posts!!!!!

  • :sunny:    I wish I could be there in you'r room with you. To bring in the light, hold you, and let you know that you are loved, all of you are loved. Thank you so much for comeing to my place to see me. You take care, and you have a beautiful site.     Marvin

  • :goodjob:

    Great Writing hun!

    Keep it up!

  • Just from briefly reading, it seems like each of these people is just like a different part of who you want to be.  Granted I know nothing about the disorder, but you seem like you would educate anyway.  There are parts of me where I want to do one thing or the other, such as moral decisions, but I personally decide which one to do, rather than doing one and having a different alter to that action.  It sounds like instead of taking control of actions, your body (and/or mind) has created these alters, which make it easier to be all of the many different sides to you that there are.  (By the way, if this comes across as cold or negative in any way, it's not supposed to be.  I'm just reflecting on what it seems so far and was wondering if you could offer your opinion as to what I said.)

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