April 11, 2004
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It's been a while since any of us have blogged. So we elected me to come out and blog tonight. Do you like our font? It is MS Sans Serif. I like it. It is crisp and neat.
Stormy is working on her control issues but not enough. She still tries to control us too much. We can't be of much use to her (i.e. help) if we're controled. We need to be free to help her -- to help her remember. She needs to remember and deal with the past. Oh why beat a dead horse here?
It's all just bullshit anyway. She's not going to remember if she doesn't want to fucking remember. She isn't trying. The things she remembers are the things she can't control. She's remembering things by way of dreams. Horrid, horrid dreams. She has no control over those.
I'm sick of being fucking controled though. I want to be my own person. I *am* my own person. I'm fucking DarkWolf and I'm not going to let Stormy fucking forget it!
I'm sick of this shit and I'm going to let her know it!
DarkWolf.
I'm not being nice anymore.
Comments (2)
Saw your note on our site. Now I see why you want to speak with me. I realize you don't want to be controlled, and it is frustrating, but there is a reason why Stormy chooses not to remember things right now. Maybe she isn't emotionally strong enough to face those memories right now? Maybe if she turns those memories back on... the pain would be too much for to handle and she'd have a breakdown? Would you want that for Stormy? Maybe she can only handle the memoires coming out in bits and pieces in the dreams. Its kinda like jumping into a hot bath, if ya just plunge into it you will scald you ass, if ya wriggle your way down into the water it doesn't burn your tush. At least her mind is letting her see these things, even if it is through a dream. She will work through it all in HER time, if you force her into remembering in YOUR time, you might not like the results you get. You are not your own person, in my opinon, you are a PART of the greater whole, the Wolf Pack, Stormy. You can not function with out the others, and you need to learn to listen to them, and be patient... it didn't take Stormy 1 day to end up with all these emotional scars, and it isn't going to take 24 hours to heal them all. Try to be patient Dark Wolf, its hard, but you are here to help her. You can not "help" her unless she is willing to be helped. Give her some space. Let her work through this on her own time! I am afraid you will end up hurting Sotmry more if you push these issues darling. Jamie arrived at a point in her life where she wanted to begin to heal from the ab*se... and when she arrived at that place and time we were here to guide her through the memories and show her the truth. The twins wanted to push her ab*se issues on her and make her see the truth, but she wasn't ready yet, and honestly if they HAD succeeded in uncovering it all, Jamie probably would be in a mental insitution for life right now. There are still things that Jamie doesn't want to remember, but for now, that is ok...cause when she wants to know, we are here to assist her in sorting through them. One piece at a time, that is how you fill in the puzzel pieces. Is it ok to send hugs Dark Wolf? if it is... (((((((((((Dark Wolf))))))))))
KrissieAnn
why do you want her to remember so much? I mean, even if she does, it's not going to go away. My parents we abusive, not so intence as Stormy. But i chose no to remember and things are fine. Even if i talk about them, things get worse, I;d rather leave it behind and get on with life
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