April 12, 2004
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This is Stormy. I have control issues and I don't know how to get over them.
I didn't do too good a job controling DW tonight though. She let her ass overload her mouth. She knew better too.
Shit happens though. I didn't lose my friend, thank Gods. I would have just lost it had I lost her. She is very important to me.
I'm headed to bed. I just wanted to stop by and have my own say here.
Help me get over my control issues. Anyone have any suggestions?
Love,
Stormy
Comments (3)
What are you trying to relenquish your controll over? What is it you want to be free from?
My suggestion is to start small. Like, for us, we let the dishes sit dirty for 5 min before we do them ( I have MAJOR ocd issues and filth makes me go ya-ya) Eventually i could let them sit for 15 min. It takes tiny steps to overcome something big you've held onto for years.
And... We worked our way by going back into public again with a friend who had the same problem . Maybe find a way to talk to loved ones about issues and seek there support?? I had to have Coopers help daily in not wigging out in the dark. I used to have to have every light in the house out. He sat with me in the dark and held me for months on end every night until i could sit beside him in the dark without touching. I still am working on walking through a dark house to the light swtich by myself.... but hey, its a step in the right direction.
Realize your fear...what is it that has you so fearful of letting go of this issue? Is it a realistic fear? Is there some element to the fear that you can controll? ( not the issue itself, but the fear behind letting go of whatever it is)
you are very important to me dear Stormy.
) As long as i have my childsupport check in the mail, ( mail runs around 2:30) I'll be over for a visit with the candie 
) E-mail me your phone number again so i can call you after the mail runs and let ya know if i have gas money.
((((((((((((((((((((Stormy))))))))))))))))))))
love,
Jamie
DarkWolf:
Why is Stormy afraid of what you guys are going to say? Is she afraid of having to revisit the ab*se issues again or is there something more darlin?
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