April 15, 2004

• We're all so tired today. We've figured out what has been making us so sleepy in the mornings though and it's the Lamictal. So we only took one pill of it this morning and we'll take the other this afternoon or at supper or something. We hate to be sleepy in the mornings! We might stop taking the Lamictal in the mornings all together and save it for afternoon and evenings. That wouldn't be so bad, now would it?

  
  

  I'm almost finished with the book I'm reading, that Pelzer book. He went through a lot of shit during his teens too. Not half as bad as when he was little, but bad enough. Thank Gods he found Paul and David who befriended him. I think without them he probably wouldn't have survived like he did. Writing his books must have been very theraputic for him, wouldn't you say?

  
  

  We don't want to hear about your silly old books, Forbes. We want to hear about fun stuff. If it's warm enough this afternoon we're going outside and swinging in our swing! We hope and hope it's warm enough! We haven't even bothered to get dressed in jeans for three or four days. What's the point if your not going anywhere? We've not dressed in jeans since the birthday on Saturday. We're tired of sweats and oversized shirts. We want to pull the summer clothes out of the building and hang them in the closet and get the other stuff in the closet too. Get it all cleaned up so everything will look good so we can have some fun!

  
  

  Like YOU'RE going to stick around to help clean up. That's the best joke I've heard all fucking year. You never stick around when there's work to do. All you're interested in is fun. Fun is probably your middle name, isn't it? Tia Fun? It goes together well.

  
  

  Sorry to cut in here people but I just heard Sarah Frances calling my name. It was damned scarey! She was calling it like she always did when she was pissed off. I don't know what to do! I don't want to hallucinate that shit anymore! I don't want to hear her calling out to me like that. Help me guys. Make her go away. Please!

  
  

  She will not bother you, Stormy. I'll see to that. I'm right here protecting you. She will never hurt you again. She's not here. She didn't really call your name. It was a hallucination. It wasn't real. Look around. Do you see her? No. It was like a day-mare instead of a nightmare. You're okay. We've got you. We've got you. Everything is going to be okay! Be calm now and rest in my arms knowing that we're all here for you now and won't let anything bad happen to you like that anymorel. This circle that you are within will never weakend or be broken. You are safe now.

  
  

  Now stop your crying and come to us. Let us love you.

  
  

  -DarikWolf

  • 10:35 am
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